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In here, i want tell about my story. I just want to change everything, i want delete my mistakes and i hv new like a new paper but its hard no one can delete and start the new life. The world can't too right? Yes, for sure i hate my life. When i start to smoke, drunk & going to club its make me feel like i have no problems. I'm free, my daddy wont know about me but he just want rule my life be he not know everything about me. Sometimes i love being naughty yesss everbody mess like. God is fair, i met sultan he change me a lot. But everything good must end, hes change & hes gone i miss everything about him. I miss you i miss him so badly i dont know what to do.. The old life come. Drunk, club & smoke i hate this. He change me a lot, he change me to a good girl but when everything end im goin mess, bad girl. Its make me feel better but why he doesn't care anymore?? I still need him. I love you why 3 words hard to say? Its killing me, its hurting me. Please take him back to me, please dont love him, please dont love her like you love me, please tell me you'll stay, please change this situation, please give me a chance, please tell me the truth... I love you so much i hate this feeling why i still love you? I love you <3