march sucks

hello march. i hate you by the way. bad month bad story and bad life WHY YOU SO SUCKS?! fuck you, god change march please or erase march i really hate this month for sure. let me change march to hm idk HAHA. ok, i hv a reason why i hate march
1. my life getting sucks
2. depression
3. crying everyday
OK. MANY REASON THAT I CAN'T SAY.

12 march saturday 2011 --> broke up
hes change a lot guys, i hate when a boy change. yes, i really sad i hate being sad. mommyyy help me and i cant stand i cant hide my tears ok, he's tired he's know that i lie. this is my mistakes, i drink in the club but i just try and i wont drink and let myself drunk. i hate 12 march, i let he go he let me go and do u know? i cry everyday i miss everything about him I REALLY MISS HIM. i think he loves somebody eles but wht he dont :) he still love me and i really happy. but why he so easy to let me go? when i know i cant its harder than you know honeyy. i chat w/ him he greet me in bbm

S: halo ihihi
A: hahh (mean i'm shock)
S: kenapa..
A: kenapa?
S: gapapa ciit
A: di ancol?
S: iyaa
A: ok take caree.
S: iyaa makasih yaa
A: smsmm

yes god i cant hide my tears. i cant hide my sad.

13 march sunday 2011

i change my display picture (sultan photo when he fall asslep in my room)
and when he woke up he greet me again he ask me why i answer i still love you & he say i still love you too. OHHH SO BAD SO BAD SO BAD SHOCK SHOCK ITS MAKE ME SAD AND CRY *AGAIN* MY TEARS RUN DOWN SO FAST. I CANT HIDE!!
and i ask i want to be yours, i'll change everything. ok he say yes. YOU KNOW? HE MINE. HORAY ITS MAKE ME FEEL BETTER, GOD YOU LISTEN MY WISH. but why he so dfrnt? SO DIFFERENT. he change a lot, i know he still hv pain bcos i lie. but i'll try to be the best.. i always try.

ps: i love you sultan notonegoro.